Let's see who I can hack off today

And do not fear those who kill the body, but are unable to kill the soul: but rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.  Matthew 10:28 

Here is your glossary for today's post.

Church = every person who has a relationship by way of confession with Jesus

Fellowship = the place we go on Saturday or Sunday to sing and pray and listen. Or drink coffee and    eat donuts.

Leadership = every person who claims a place of authority in the church/fellowship. This includes pastors, deacons, SS teachers, elders, ministry leaders.

IHOP = International House of Prayer (no pancakes today)

Bethel = Christian University, church, community

Jim Jones = Pastor who lead his fellowship in mass suicide, Guyana, 1978

I am not trying to be a rebel. Or a pain. Or mean or anything.

What I am trying to do with these posts is get you to THINK .

Think like a follower of Christ.

Think with the power of wisdom.

Think like you're not just another cow in the herd.

I can talk my head off and give you info on Islam, Satanism, cults, blah blah blah, but those aren't the real danger to the church today.

You oughtta know already that these are bad.

 I don't need to slap a sign up on the rim of the Grand Canyon that says “No Diving”. You're not stupid.

I have recognized a growing trend in the church to to idolize certain sources of spiritual teaching. Ah really, that's nothing new. If it was new, Jim Jones wouldn't have been able to kill 909 people.

Wow! You say. That's harsh! Valarie, are you really comparing Jones with what is going on today?!

No! Yes. Kind of.  What I am going after is the herd mentality of the church.

I am NOT saying people are trying to lead us down the Kool-aid path. But.....

I'm saying we need to be knowledgeable of our scripture. We have to know, when someone is standing there teaching, and has “adjusted” the Bible, that we are listening not to the Word of God, but a personal narrative.

We have left the realm of the King, and are now in the office of Secular Sociology.

Most of these people who do this are well meaning. They are really burdened by the Lord to teach, evangelize, minister to the needy, lay hands on the wounded. They are not bad people.

Butbutbutbutbut! They are teaching what they were taught, without delving into the Bible to learn for themselves. Or they've been sparked with a great idea, and have skimmed the Bible, and the internet, for a scripture or two that just might work to base their teaching on.

If they were taught by someone working from knowledge and wisdom, that usually works just dandy. If they were taught by someone with an agenda, usually based on their personal fellowship traditions from childhood, not so much.

I took issue with a clip from Bethel.tv posted on Facebook today with Kris Vallotton teaching from Esther. I understand the point he was trying to make, I really do. But the truth is, he rearranged the actual events to fit his message. Why would you do that?

Improving God's message? Don't think it works that way.

I'm trying to be a real follower of Jesus. I am so far away from being a true believer it's scary. I read and research, I pray and talk and listen and cry and laugh and cringe. There is so much of me and so little of Him in my life and I want it the other way around.

Years ago, I was asked what I wanted in my life. It hit me in a flash.

I want to love God as much as He loves me.

If that is your desire, you are going to have a hard time getting there by receiving messages from leadership that doesn't know the Bible. Or is tweaking it for their own agenda.

Let me throw a little aforementioned scripture down.

I testify to everyone who hears the words of the prophecy of this book: if anyone adds to them, God will add to him the plagues which are written in this book; and if anyone takes away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God will take away his part from the tree of life and from the holy city, which are written in this book. Rev 22:18,19

I know this is specifically about the book of John's revelation, but I'm sure God wants us to be wary of any place in the scriptures being fiddled with.

You search the Scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; it is these that testify about Me; and you are unwilling to come to Me so that you may have life. I do not receive glory from men; but I know you, that you do not have the love of God in yourselves. I have come in My Father’s name, and you do not receive Me; if another comes in his own name, you will receive him. How can you believe, when you receive glory from one another and you do not seek the glory that is from the one and only God? Do not think that I will accuse you before the Father; the one who accuses you is Moses, in whom you have set your hope. For if you believed Moses, you would believe Me, for he wrote about Me. But if you do not believe his writings, how will you believe My words?” John 5:39-47

You're saying “Valarie, I think you've gone overboard. What could moving a time frame in one little verse hurt? He's just trying to make a point that is good.”

As He was setting out on a journey, a man ran up to Him and knelt before Him, and asked Him, “Good Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?” And Jesus said to him, “Why do you call Me good? No one is good except God alone. Mark 10:17-18

(I just threw that in there for good measure!)

Let' me give you a small idea of why tweaking/rearranging/adding/subtracting/messin' with scripture can and will change your view of God's story.

Ahem........Read with precision, paying close attention to punctuation.

I love eating Grandma's peach pies, and painted butterflies.

I love eating Grandma's, peach pies and painted butterflies.

I love eating Grandma's peach, pies, and painted butterflies.

I love eating Grandma's, peach, pies, and painted butterflies.

I love eating, Grandma's peach pies, and painted butterflies.

Five sentences, all using the exact same words, all unique.

You tell me. Did the addition, or subtraction, of a few commas change anything? I went from a person who loves my Memaw to a cannibal in one tiny mark. Yeesh!

Go read Esther. Ye search the scriptures for a reason.

This picture has nothing to do with my post. I just like Chihuly.



I'm not telling you not to listen to preachers and teachers from Bethel, or IHOP, or any place. I'm saying when someone starts teaching something from the Bible, and YOU have to take their word for it, you are at the mercy of MAN for your understanding.

Get in the Word. Read! Research! Dig like a crazed terrier! Fall in love with the poetry, the angst, the mystery and the action!

Stop letting someone else do your work for you.

No workie, no eatie. 2 Thessalonians 3:10 (You've really gotta read this whole chapter!)

I am amazed that you are so quickly deserting Him who called you by the grace of Christ, for a different gospel; which is really not another; only there are some who are disturbing you and want to distort the gospel of Christ. But even if we, or an angel from heaven, should preach to you a gospel contrary to what we have preached to you, he is to be accursed! As we have said before, so I say again now, if any man is preaching to you a gospel contrary to what you received, he is to be accursed! For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a bond-servant of Christ. For I would have you know, brethren, that the gospel which was preached by me is not according to man. For I neither received it from man, nor was I taught it, but I received it through a revelation of Jesus Christ. Galatians 1:6-12

Okay. I'm done.

Almost. One last hit. “The Message” is not a bible, so stop using it as one.

Okay! I'm done!

Make Ready the Way of the Lord!

Are you ready to fight? Have you been a watchman on the wall, surveying the coming and going of the crowd?

Are you prepared to make the way of the Lord?

Do you even know what that means?

“Make ready the way of the Lord!” The cry of John as he walked out in obedience to the Holy Spirit.

We tend to diminish this statement, this call, to “He's a-comin'! Put on a clean shirt!”

Oh, fool-hearty children. You seriously think John risked life and limb to get you to comb your hair and put out the good towels?

No. It was a battle cry. A charge! A trumpet blast!

“GET READY! HE'S HERE! Soldiers, up and running! Get your weapons, saddle up and ride. THE WAR HAS BEGUN.”

Franklin Graham is making waves this week in the news. Why? Because he is stating his opinion, based on his experience, education in Scripture, and belief in the tenets of All Mighty God.

And that, my pumpkins, is not going to go over well. Not in Washington. Not in political circles. Unfortunately, not in many 'churches' in the country.

There is more to this than a crappy government. Our leadership in the USA is not incompetent, or lazy, or stupid. Our present situation is a well mastered, cleverly executed and driven plan. And not a new one.

And the church mice keep doin' their thing. Teaching Bible classes. Having fellowships. Playing games. Starting up ministries.

And Rome is burning.

We are called to be warriors. Not just praying and hugging people (which is wondrous

) but to learn to fight, to war, to win. If you think we are going to win peacefully, you have NOT been reading the book. Real Christians do not live in fear. We are getting ready for WWIII.

It will be here.

It will be on my street.

I am going to win.

How about you? Are you ready? Will you stand and fight for those who cannot? Will you be the cold cup of water Jesus was talking about, or are you going to be the wanderer in the desert crying to go back to slavery?

Make ready the way of the Lord!!

Church Phrases

Church Phrases.

I hate church phrases.

What are they, you ask, a little tremor in your voice.

Church phrases are those neat one-liners we are all endowed with through ministry training, Sunday School, Sabbath School, Bible study, pastoral “repeat after me” stuff, etc.

But, we use this to help people, you say. Auuuugh! That's ridiculous!! I'm sick of them.

The reason I hate them is...........they ain't scriptural! They don't even make sense most of the time. They are dopey traditions we get saddled with usually when someone in charge has read another book of a third party's experiences with God.

One of the least faves is “Wow! God really showed up this morning!”

What the bob saget is that supposed to mean? Where was He? Hiding out in the wings awaiting His introduction? Eating donuts in the green room listening for His cue?

Where do leaders get the idea that God has to wait until we INVITE Him into our presence?

How do you correlate an all powerful, omnipresent Creator with someone who needs YOU to call the shots?

My thought has always been “HEY! Maybe YOU showed up; shut up; and finally listened enough to realize He was right there all the time.”

Next in irritation level. “God is a gentleman. He will never force Himself on you.”

Well. La-ti-da.

In my understanding, a gentleman doesn't give you enough rope with which to hang yourself. (Nice grammar, eh?)

The Most High God of Heaven can, and will, jerk you upright, hug you tight,slap you down flat, rock you like a baby, roll you around in a mud-hole, hold your hand in His, or shake you like a rag-doll if that's what it takes to get your head out your own stupidity and look at what He has for you. He will keep on and on, especially if there is someone bearing down in prayer for you, until you either get it, or you decide to shoot yourself repeatedly in the foot.

How about this snippet of soggy wisdom? “God never closes a door without opening a window.”

Oh. My. Head.

Who makes up this stuff?

Ever have God close a door?

Yup.

Ever run around like a chicken, trying to find that open window?

Yup.

Ever get totally frustrated with God because there wasn't a window, much less an open one?

YUP!!

My experience is when He closes the door, it's because you're not supposed to go in there!

Your two year old wants to climb the 20 foot ladder they're using to paint the house. You say “No!” and lock the screen door. But you open a window in the bedroom, just in case he really wants to climb that ladder.

What kind of parent are you?!

Why do you think God shuts doors, locks doors, slams doors?

To keep you from going though them, ninnyhammer! You wanna get out? Go the RIGHT door. Quit looking for an open window to sneak through.

Don't bruise the Bride.

Walk in your healing.

I got more!

What I'm trying say, as I stomp all over my friend's toes, is we have got to stop living “Christian” lives based on the latest fad of ministry. We have GOT to read the Book and DO what it says! We have got to have a REAL relationship with Jesus Christ and do what He did, does, and always will do.

How else will we stand, folks?

How can we love, if we are still reading a script?

I was just Thinkin'.....

I was just thinkin'.

What makes leaders in the Christian community think it's effective to 'discipline' others by shunning them? I have once again raised the battle lines in a fellowship by not being 'obedient'.
 I'm not complaining as much as wondering when this kind of action (or re-action) is no longer going to plague the Bride of Christ.

You see, I "came out' this last year. No! Not like that! I finally actually told some church leaders that I was a ...(gulp) prophet! There! I said it again! prophetprophetprophet!

Yup. Not only prophetic, because every Christian has the ability to prophecy at times, but honest to goodness constant words runnin' in my head-can't sleep-dreamin' dreams- can see your hurts-hear from God all the live-long day prophet.

This for some reason has unsettled a few. So, in good ol' church tradition, you 'discipline' folks like me by ignoring my existence. And you use me as an example in your ministry classes and all of your followers suddenly snub me too.

You see, I'm not supposed to be a prophet. Some friends wrote a book years ago about seeking out and embracing your spiritual "office". Suddenly, everyone in leadership, or wanting leadership, was supposed to do these classes led by the authors. There were some good things in the book. And it was fun to be with  friends every week.

But the last few meetings were personal prayer times where you "discovered" your office by everyone else telling you who you were. As I sat it the center and everyone prayed and spoke out 'prophetic' word, I didn't know how to handle it. "I dub thee, Madame ...  Encourager!" (not exact words!)

I just ... well....anyway. On the way home I asked my husband "What do you think about me impartation?"

"Oh! Totally wrong! They had everything about you completely out of whack. It's like they've never met you!"

I was so relieved!

I can be an encourager. After all, I have years of training in the field of psychology to prove it. I know the right things to say and how to say them. I can manipulate words and people without blinking an eye. I have been trained in diplomacy and salesmanship. I can figure out what you want and say exactly the right thing.
I can make you feel goooooood! And truthfully, I like people!!

But in my head, I can hear the voice of the Holy Spirit and it's very different words that need to be spoken. You see, prophets are many times given a specific message to tell for a season. Patricia King was given one word for ages! "God loves you!" Sounds incongruous, doesn't it? But that word, delivered by her obedience to GOD, not man, touched the lives of countless people where ever she spoke.

I, whoopidy-dee, was given a more stringent message. And nearly every time I spoke, I got short shrift. I got to deliver warnings about, oh, different directions we were taking. Any way, the whole deal boiled down to I was a disobedient, naughty girl. They took their ball and went home.

I didn't encourage, even though I tried to do. I would even add to the words He gave me! I honestly (pun intended) added soothing happy endings to the messages I got so they wouldn't get mad!

So, I lost my grip. I was a fraud. Only a handful of people had heard me out, and had found me solid.
I finally confessed to the Lord my duplicity, my anger and my disappointment in myself. And decided it was all or nothing. Whew!!!

It seemed that I had become a person non gratis at my church. Then one Sunday morning, I was released! He set me free of all responsibility for them. In a way, it irked me! I had put a lot of years in this place and these people!! But, He set me out to find a new place with a new mission. How exciting!!

Back to the shunning! My husband who is very insightful, said it was the common church way. If you have someone whom displeases you, you simply create an unpleasant environment for them and they will eventually leave. Well, we've been in a LOT of churches and it's true. How terribly sad.

I wish the leaders who are upset with me would have talked to me. I've tried to talk to them, but it's hard to open a door with no knob. Would it not be great if we, as leaders in the church, would be willing to look at differences of ministry not as hard-headedness or disobedience, but as necessity of a calling? At least to ask someone what they are doing? This shunning stuff is for the birds!

Anywho ... I was just thinkin'.



(This is another 'lost' post from 9/2014.)

Remember the Sabbath....

(This is a post I accidentally placed in another blog, because I didn't know what I was doing! It is from September.)

 I am not known for my timidity when it comes to Scripture. I can tell when I'm off base because it doesn't line up with the B-i-b-l-e! 

So the sons of Israel shall observe the sabbath, to celebrate the sabbath throughout their generations as a perpetual covenant.’ Exodus 31:16

That said, I run afoul of my dear SDA friends I'm sure because I have no problem with worshiping on the Lord's Day as opposed to the Sabbath. I have no problem with those who worship on the Sabbath, or Thursdays. Or Monday afternoon. Or Friday morning. In their tennis clothes. Or jammies.

  And it happened that He was passing through the grainfields on the Sabbath, and His disciples began to make their way along while picking the heads of grain.  The Pharisees were saying to Him, “Look, why are they doing what is not lawful on the Sabbath?”  And He said to them, “Have you never read what David did when he was in need and he and his companions became hungry;  how he entered the house of God in the time of Abiathar the high priest, and ate the consecrated bread, which is not lawful for anyone to eat except the priests, and he also gave it to those who were with him?”  Jesus said to them, “The Sabbath was made for man, and not man for the Sabbath. So the Son of Man is Lord even of the Sabbath.”  Mark 2:23-28

What I take exception to is those who do not worship. I know! Going to 'church' is not a requirement for salvation. But...

" Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful; and let us consider how to stimulate one another to love and good deeds,  not forsaking our own assembling together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another; and all the more as you see the day drawing near."  Matthew 10: 23-25

I am not a Hebrew. Even though we ALL come from the same family, God managed to embellish the human body with different structure and pigments, languages and accents. So in that idea, we are all Hebrews. But, I am not. I am an American mutt of several tribes and nations. 

"And this woman, a daughter of Abraham as she is, whom Satan has bound for eighteen long years, should she not have been released from this bond on the Sabbath day?"    Luke 13:16

Immediately the man became well, and picked up his pallet and began to walk. Now it was the Sabbath on that day. So the Jews were saying to the man who was cured, “It is the Sabbath, and it is not permissible for you to carry your pallet.”  John 5: 9-10

Here's the whole of the matter....

Therefore some of the Pharisees were saying, “This man is not from God, because He does not keep the Sabbath.” But others were saying, “How can a man who is a sinner perform such signs?” And there was a division among them.  John 9:16

 And there was a division among them. 

If I am wrong for using Sunday as my day of worship, I'm sure the Holy Spirit will straighten me out. If not.....? But let's not let these things divide us. We all have shortcomings when it comes to obedience, but let's help each other and focus on what we're learning about the Most High God of Heaven!

By the way, the Sabbath is not called a day of worship.  

Shalom!!!

Grace; or Grief?

I am constantly stymied at the way Christians treat each other. Something that happened to a young couple I know the other day, brought to mind a passage in the Bible, about a woman drawing up water from a well.

Jesus is sitting by it, and to start off the conversation, He says “Give Me a drink.” She is shocked, and questions Him about the sensibility of Him talking to her, because they are in Samaria, and they different kinds of people. You know the story. He starts telling her a little about God, and then tells her to quit living with the man she's with so He can tell her more. So, she tells Him to get His own water and storms off to the same old miserable life.

Or the time He was choosing the men who would become His apostles, and He couldn't find anyone that was obedient to Him yet, so He just made some new people and used them.

Oh! And the time He was asleep in a boat, and the winds were so strong and the storm so violent it was going to sink the boat. The disciples were so scared, they woke Him up, begging Him to save them. He said “Why are you so timid? If you had any faith, you'd do it yourselves!”, got out of the boat, walked on the water to shore, and let them all drown.

I'm sure you're either laughing, or getting ready to slap me. You know this is all hogwash. Jesus never said or did any such things.

In the writings of John, he relates the true story of Jesus striking up a conversation with a very lost woman who was going about her work. He asks her for a drink, which leads to Him sharing the love of His heart to her. She is so excited, she takes off to tell every person she can find about Him. The men she talks to are curious and show up to talk to Him. He's sitting there. Waiting. Ready to love them and change lives.

In the writings of Matthew, he tells of his own story. About the Teacher that has been preaching, teaching and healing, stopping by his place of business, and telling him to “Follow Me.” Not giving him a list of his sins that had to be rectified so he could be discipled, but to be a part of something wonderful.

Also in Matthew, during that raging storm, in a time in when they felt they had no control, that they were doomed and their courage was melting inside, He asked them why they didn't have faith. But then He got up and took control of the situation. For them. He didn't need the winds to calm; they did. He did that out of love.

Are you starting to get an idea where I'm going with this?

I am putting in a “disclaimer” right now. I am not advocating turning a blind eye to sin, or saying we are not to exposed wrong doing to others so they have a chance to change.

What I'm saying is we have our goofy traditions and policies that keep us from reaching out to the lost, or backslidden, or rebellious, or whoever!

As a group, Christians are forgiving of nearly anything but a sex-based sin. Probably because we can see the results so clearly, so quickly.

I have seen a lot of men who are so addicted to drugs and alcohol they are at the end of their ropes, hanging on the edge of the cliff with their fingernails, and they are drawn into the church with compassion, tenderness, counseling, mentoring. I've even seen them given places of authority to “help boost their sense of worth”, while they are still struggling with the booze.

I have watched as abused women have been cared for, given money, food, jobs, whatever the need was, to care for them and their children. Even if they returned to the abuser over and over again, the leadership was there to try and help heal the family.

BUT. If you are a couple who are living together, who want to get married, and are asking for pre-marital counseling? You are not going to get it.

Can you think of any one who needs to be counseled in the rights and responsibilities of marriage, more than a couple of kids who have been playing house?

I'm not trying to be factious, I'm being honest. The chances of a couple who cohabitate having a strong, lasting marriage, is HALF of a couple who lived separately.

We're talking about people who claim to be Christians, who are in sin and rebellion, but are wanting to change things.

And we're pitching them to the wolves.

What are we telling a couple of 22 year olds when they come looking for help from a pastor, and he says, “Yes, I'd be glad to counsel with you. But, you have to not be living with each other.”

Did he make the drunk quit drinking before he was acceptable for being shared with?

Did we toss the foolish, confused woman out because she kept slipping back to her mean ol' husband?

If you have a rebellious, headstrong child, do you tell her, “I'd like to love you, but you need to change some things in your attitude first!” ?

Here's a 17 year old girl who gets pregnant. The 19m year old boy gets a better job, finds them a two room crackerbox to live in while she's finishing school online, and cleaning rooms on the weekends. They go to their church and ask for counseling before they get married when she turns 18.

Oh, he'll counsel them. But, they can't get married there. Why? Because they live together.

They are good enough to be told how they should be living their lives, but not good enough to be joined in the Lord's house.

Meanwhile, the two adults who are having a really nice wedding there next month, are waiting in the hall for their appointment. It's her second marriage, and his fifth. But, they are really going to make this one work, and they live in their own homes. They have sex in each others house, but they don't live together, dadgummit!!

What are we doing, Church?

Jesus DID say “What man shall there be among you, who shall have one sheep, and if it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will he not take hold of it, and lift it out? Of how much more value then is a man than a sheep! So then, it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.” Matt 12:11-12

“What man among you, if he has a hundred sheep and has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open pasture and go after the one which is lost, until he finds it? And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing...” Luke 15: 4-5

Oh, dear brothers and sister; dearest Church! We do NOT want to be this guy that Jesus was talking about in John 10: 11-13!!

“I am the Good Shepard; the good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. He who is a hireling, and not a shepherd, who is not the owner of the sheep, behold the wolf coming, and leaves the sheep, and flees, and the wolf snatches them, and scatters them. He flees because he is a hireling, and is not concerned about the sheep.”

Whoa.

Let's step back and judge ourselves a little. Are we hirelings? Or are we heirs to salvation?

If heirs, are we not responsible to the kingdom?

Wouldn't it be nice if we were interested in leading the lost in spirit into the path of Jesus Christ, and not so much in the path of human righteousness? If we quit picking and choosing our favorite sins to crack on people, and be more interested in mentoring repentance?

I read a story years ago from a man who had reached great success in his life. He had been raised with little money or opportunities, by his God fearing grandmother. As a child, he overheard chatter going on in the kitchen as she and other women were baking together. The topic of conversation was a young girl in the congregation who had “fallen” and was pregnant. They were planning what needed to be done to prepare the necessities for the coming baby. One woman was very harsh in her comments of the conduct and character of this child with child. He was impressed, for the rest of his life, by his grandmother's response. “I tell you what. I won't give her any medals, and you won't give her any grief.”

Come on folks. Let's quit giving out grief, and start handing out grace.

There's a young couple out there who need it.

Waiting..........waiting...............

For the first time in 38 years, I am alone. At home. Alone. I do not count the cat, Pow Pow Kitty Cat Zero. That name is another story entirely. Or Scott, because after a long day at work, he comes home during my down-time.

I had great plans for my 'alone-ness'. I was going to start a cottage business; start writing by book, sewing, leading a Bible study, work part-time and spend time with my Dad. 

I'm going to Dad's today. So far, that's been the gist of my list! I have started many of the aforementioned projects, but haven't gone very far with any of them. I discovered something really fascinating about being alone, or empty-nesting, or retirement, what ever you wants to call it.

No, it doesn't take discipline, or adjustment, or a schedule.

It takes practice.

I started working when I was about 9 years old. I was a farmer's kid, so of course I worked! When we left farming, I became a highly paid babysitter. I sat for parents of “special” kids. You know, where they have gone through so many sitters there are none left? Frankly, I loved it! Hyper-kinetic kids bring out all your creative juices!  

Then I was trained as an upstairs maid. That was interesting, and served me well in later years.  And so on and so forth. I worked full time jobs through high school and college. I was able to stay home for the first 8 years of my children, but was the youth director, Sunday school teacher, and deacon's wife, so yes, I worked full time. 

The fact that I have been working for nearly 49 years straight has made this past 8 months really hard. 

You're saying, Yeah,yeah,yeah, that's very interesting, but “what's God got to do, got to do with it?” (have that tune stuck in yer head aaaaaaaall day long!).

Well, it came up between the Lord and I the other day, per usual, that I was tired of waiting around  for some promises to be fulfilled. AND, I was tired of waiting for our big move/break/ministry/blahblahblah and what was up with that? 

He says to me “You need to learn how to wait”.

“How to WAIT? That's all I DO is wait!! What are you talking about?! I've waited for healing, and waited for  understanding, and waited for cohesiveness, and whadda you want from me?!!”

Ahem. I was saying something about this to a friend when I realized what He really said. 

Let us look at what...I...heard.  “You need to to learn to wait.”

What...He...said. “You need to learn how to wait.”

Okay. Vast difference there. I have been chewing on this for days. 

HOW to wait. Hmm. Seems I should be doing something different than I am. 

I have been sitting on the mountainside, watching the sky, waiting for something exciting to happen

Brilliant. When has that ever been a plan?

Proverbs 20:4 says 

“The sluggard does not plow after the autumn, So he begs during the harvest and has nothing.“

I figured I had finished my winter, spring, and summer. I have been waiting for an autumn harvest that I so richly deserved! Buuuuut, where is it? Did I not do anything that would produce a harvest to enjoy? No. That's not it at all.

I know now that I am still in the springtime of my work. I have so many seeds piled up, just bursting with life. Just waiting to be planted with both painstaking diligence in the fields (only so deep, evenly spaced) and sown in near wild abandon over the mountainside and plains. Waiting for rain and sunshine, winds and dreary days to germinate the Word. 

So, in all of this, I am learning how to wait. 

 

I shall hang up some of those “jackrabbit” projects that distract me so much. I will practice the art of being alone. I will learn to wait efficiently, on the Lord. And I will begin to sow a few more seeds.

And as Jesus returned, the people welcomed Him, for they had all been waiting for Him.  Luke 8:40